summerdays

we use to get on so well, I told you everything, if there was gossip, you'd be the first to know, you were like a bestfriend to me.. you use to shout at me, i use to shout at you.  You brought me presents, i brought you presents. We cried together, We laughed together, We smiled together, We moaned together, We partied together, We shopped together,  Its the way we worked.. We annoyed each other and loved each other at the same time. And now we do nothing together. We don't talk, we don't laugh, we don't smile when thinking of each other. We never even see each other. Its been 4 months now, and we haven't spoken a word, not even a murmur. Not a single sound has been passed from you to me. Yes, it has through other people, but not from one to another. What ever happened to you wanted to fight anything to keep me around? what happened to not letting me get hurt by anyone? what happened to me being your favorite girl? What happened to us, mum?! what ha...

I look to my left and there is my sister, still in yesterdays clothes. Hair shoved up, no make-up on, feet tucked up underneath herself, all snuggled up with a blanket, in the corner of the sofa. Looking like she had way too many drinks last night, or may just be the lack of sleep? no i recon both had a part in her looks this morning. I look to my left and there is HE is, staring straight to the T.V, no idea that i'm watching him, just staring straight at the screen, he looks as if hes in some kind of trance, mouth hanging open, hair hasn't been done yet, all scruffy and bed-like. just like my sister, HE's still in yesterdays clothes. I think to myself how happy i am, and cuddle into him a bit more, he tightens his grip around my body and i feel him take BIG breathe and a little smile appears on his face, a little embarrassed, i can see you looking at me kinda smile. The kind of smile i LOVE!  - The film is at the point which your sooo entranced in, the bit wher...

So i'm gonna be honest, I'm crud at English, i cannot spell and my grammar is rubbish! So yea my blogs are gonna be simple and slow, but bare with me. I'm creating this blog to tell the world about my life, not because i think you are gonna care when reading it, but because its nice to get it off my chest. I'm going to post things in this blog that i wouldn't even tell me sister who is everything to me.. I think this is more for me than anyone else. I'm going to be honest about my life and everything that i say is the truth.. Now don't go thinking my lives some rollercoaster ride.. its not its pretty simple to you and the world, but to me its rubbish and yet amazing all in one! so here it is, my first blog and i bet your thinking its shit. Ha.  Stay tuned and thanks for reading..