The morning that everything changed.. 31/07

I look to my left and there is my sister, still in yesterdays clothes. Hair shoved up, no make-up on, feet tucked up underneath herself, all snuggled up with a blanket, in the corner of the sofa. Looking like she had way too many drinks last night, or may just be the lack of sleep? no i recon both had a part in her looks this morning. I look to my left and there is HE is, staring straight to the T.V, no idea that i'm watching him, just staring straight at the screen, he looks as if hes in some kind of trance, mouth hanging open, hair hasn't been done yet, all scruffy and bed-like. just like my sister, HE's still in yesterdays clothes. I think to myself how happy i am, and cuddle into him a bit more, he tightens his grip around my body and i feel him take BIG breathe and a little smile appears on his face, a little embarrassed, i can see you looking at me kinda smile. The kind of smile i LOVE! 
- The film is at the point which your sooo entranced in, the bit where they have got your full attention, when the whole film is falling into place and you cant wait to find out what is going to happen. If you blink or look away for a second you feel like you're gonna loose so much of the story line.. She running, running really fast, the background is starting to blur shes running so fast, she keeps looking behind her, her breathe is racing, every stick she steps on, it sounds like an echo of a stone being dropped down a well, Her scratches are bleeding bad, her hair has dirt in it, her nails are awful, not the manicured set they were at the start, oh no. They look like mans hands, they're just awful.  -
Do you do this? have a T.V so loud that you cant hear anything but the film, the surround sound is on it feels like your in the actual film. well i do, and i did on this morning. I had it so loud i didn't hear to door go, i generally didn't hear them come in. If i did i would of called out hello, but i didn't. Or if i did hear them, i was so engrossed into my film i didn't realize.. i wouldn't have done it on purpose though. I also didn't stay hi when they entered the room.. That's where i went wrong..

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